Sunday, January 9, 2011

Ya Allah , Tabahkn laa hati ku untuk menghadapi dugaan yng kamu berikan .
Tuhan , Aku sayang dia , tetapi asal harus dia membuat ku begini ? apa kah keslhan ku pada nya .

Just came home from meeting baby downstairs . slack at his house . we never spoke nor utter a word . im confused and upset . have i not given enough ? what is my wrong , please correct my mistakes . am i not perfect enough ? i dont know . he now daa brani nk maki , shout at me . he change . his not the superboii i know few years ago . why are you like this ?
tadi dia bingit . coz i slack with him kejaap jek . then i say i wanna go home . i salam then he ask why im like this . im speechless as i dont want to quarrell . when i got home , he text why im like this . i answered , I tknk diperduekn . then he sot sendiri . hmm .
Boy , i love you . I dont want to let go the few years we had . but i had enough , i cant take it no more . you make me insane .

Tommorrow school starts . Mayb im finding a job , ijal has offered me .
i wanna make use of my tym now . mayb less tym with friends and boifye , soo no more fighting , i guess . will that help readers ? i know im running from my problems , but its too much for me .